Cinderella Sabrina

I'm in a white dress
With lots of lace and ribbons
I'm the belle of the ball
Every eligible guy is asking me to marry them
Asking me to dance
Asking to cut
There's one guy that's absolutely gorgeous
He comes over and asks to dance
By some force we can't let go of each other
No one comes near us at all
No one comes to cut
I feel like Cinderella
Dancing with my Prince
I've found true happiness

May 17,  1996

Prairie Grass

There's wide open spaces

Lot's of plant life

No people are around

The birds are chirping 

Smell the wet prairie grass

One house stands a top the prairie

I feel clam 

There's nothing to worry about

 I dance and sing

Not having to worry 

What people think 

Just Heavenly Father and I

No drugs or tobacco

No coffee or tea

Nothing to harm my body

Just my health

In the distance

I hear the sound of my people

No Trail of Tears on their backs

White oppression, gone

The Cinderella

Lily white dress

Bedecked with ribbons and lace

Belle of the ball

Bachelors' vying 

For an smile

Proposals

Dances

Just a chance

Prince Charming in a tux

Asking for a dance

Choosing no one but one

Who could the lovely one be

All at ease

Just we

No one cuts

No one approaches

I feel like fabled maid of old

Cinderella in flesh

Charming in my arms

I've found my happiness

Lamentation of No Dances

Peers who have gone to dances

Confrere who will go to dances

Then there's one 

Who will never attend

Who will never go to a ceremonialist dance

Never see the inside of prom

Never see the inside of homecoming

Who will think of her

People pass her over

Thinking she doesn't care

Thinking someone will never like her

Look it's the dog

The monster

The screams of peoples feelings

Screaming for her death

Do people ever ask what she wants

She wonders what the inside of a dance look like

Will no one confirm what is

Right or wrong

No pictures

Pictures make you

No pictures break you

No Dances

Her whole high school life

I Remember When I Tasted Love

I remember when I tasted love

It is an emotion I love to recall

It tasted sweet

I saw the world in a whole new light

I heard the birds singing

I touched things in a new way

It is sweet when it lasts

But is bitter when it's gone

Bitterness tastes like a raw grapefruit

It smells like rotten garbage

It feels like heartburn

May 13, 1996

Canyon of the Spirits

Three pyramids light up the sky

While the three suns shine on me

I gaze up at the rainbow

That streaks through the sky

Under the clouds higher than mine

Is there another being up there?

Someone to talk to?

How wonderful will it be to talk to someone

I've been alone for a long time

Would I like them?

Would they like me?

Maybe I should change my dress?

My wings looks like they need to be washed.

What would they think of my home

In the Canyon of the Spirits?

May 03, 1996